||[May. 19th, 2005|04:26 pm]
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Anya sat in her apartment. She just stared forward, deep in thought. She missed Xander, but at the same time she missed Giles. She realized she was missing both. One more than the other, but she couldn't figure out which one. She was still not so great at fiddling through emotions. She didn't like them, was in denial about them for a while, and then had to sort through them, eventually anyway.
Giles confused her. Did he actually care for her? He must. But then why was he acting so weird, especially recently? Oh, God, maybe, Anya thought, that this is some cruel way of breaking up with her. Oh God! Well, technically they weren't together...TECHNICALLY, but that didn't stop the horrible thoughts from coming to Anya.
Anya picked up the phone and called Giles again. It was the third time she had called that day, and he had never answered. When he didn't answer yet again, she put the phone down and rested her head against the wall, telling herself he'd call eventually. Then she fiddled with the idea of calling Xander. Than she felt bad, like she was cheating on one or the other.
"Emotions suck" was officially Anya's moto.
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